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Wednesday, 16 November 2011
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Love..
My friend and I were having a conversation and I thought I'd share it with you...
Me: have you ever been in love before?
Him: lol raaaandom :P
Me: yeah i guess.. i kinda started thinking about someone.. it's stupid
Him: Haha I have been very much in like... but not in love...
Me: I don't recommend it.. the love itself when it's new and fresh and you're booth so lost in each other that you can't see anything past being with that person, it's the best feeling in the world.. nothing compares.. but when it ends, in quite a different sense.. nothing compares
Him: Yeahh... I haven't given up on it though
Sunday, 02 May 2010
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Death and Dealing with Grief
Okay, so a friend of mine died a week and a day ago. It's been tough... It's hard to walk into class everyday and notice that he's not going to be there anymore... It's funny how you don't really notice all the little ways a person affects your life until they're no longer there to do it. So I'm sitting here thinking back on all the memories I have with Craig.. I don't cry as much anymore.. I'm getting through it, but their is still this terrible pain I'm trying to deal with. I almost wish for the numbness to come back.. It was easier then.. I'm trying to get past this and back to happy feelings. Just thought I'd let the world of Xanga into my head for a lil bit.. See ya later...
Tuesday, 23 February 2010
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BOREDOM AND SICKNESS!!
Hello Everyone!
Okay so it has been forever since I made a post. I've been sick lately
, but other than that life is going pretty awesome! I'm possibly going to be the editor of my high school yearbook for my senior year. !Yay! It is kinda scary, but I'm up for it. Well, that's pretty much it.
Payce for now,
C.C.
Friday, 01 May 2009
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ATHIEST ARE TAKING OVER!!!
Okay, so I was having a discussion with my history teacher the other day, and he made some very important points.- George Washington say's that our form of government can only work if we are a christian nation.
- This nation was based on christian values and the fact that everyone believed in God.
- Atheist are taking main points out of text books because of their references to God.
- The school's graduation ceremony cannot have an invocation.
- The school cannot even have the word invocation on the diploma's because of its reference to God.
- Atheist have taken God out of court rooms.
- Atheist are trying to take "Under God" out of The Pledge of Allegiance.
- Barack Obama himself admits that we are no longer a christian nation.
My question is, if we are no longer a christian nation, then how can our form of government work? The U.S. is already in an uproar, with murderers, rapists, thieves, and abortionists. We are in a constant state of war, from which we cannot retreat, without it coming to our homeland. What are we going to do?
Wednesday, 28 January 2009
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My Pain
Every time I see you with her I die a little more inside
When I look at you I see what I can never have…but always want
The pain of not being with you is excruciating
I can’t seem to stop loving you
You still carry the key to my heart
No matter what I’ll always be thinking about you
Who do I go to when you’re the only one who could stop my tears?
Sometimes I think the suffering will never end.
What did I do wrong for you to hurt me this way?
You said you loved me, but not even a day after we broke up your dating her.
How could you lie to me that way?
I gave you everything
I never lied to you.
I told you my most private secrets
I said I didn’t want to be mad anymore, when the truth is I never was.
My anger masked the true pain.
I try to hide behind a smile.
Does it work?
Will you ever understand?
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